My Goldie passed away on Sunday, 22nd April 07 at about 11:25pm.

I really can’t believe how the time has flown real quick. We still miss our Goldie love no matter what. I have been crying and feeling sad. I’ve had the Waves of Sorrow. Sometimes I’m doing fine, the next I’m crying. I have made a memorial in our Goldie’s dog bed with photos of him, toys, a few of his favorite teddy bears, collars, leads, his name made up of coloured fridge magnets - G O L D I E , and a wee bag of Goldie’s dog fur from his tail which the local vets gave me instead of his ashes. I really wanted to bury Goldie so that Abby Abs and me could go to visit him whenever we wanted to but my brother and his friend decided for me to have Goldie cremated instead. I really didn’t want this option but I had no other choice. I knew I wasn’t going to ever see my Goldie again because I can’t get to visit him. I still look over at my Goldie’s dog bed memorial and think of him day and night, wondering if he hears me through his wee bag of dog fur. I’ve even got lots photos of my Goldie on my mobile phone as well. A few of him sitting with his sister Abby. Abby does miss Goldie so much as well she sometimes looks around my flat for him or she would stare over at the curtains or a door or a wall like she knew he was sitting over near the places he would sit. I have had some good times and some funny times as well. My Goldie used to do this madness thing were he would’ve rolled on his back on the floor then he would kick his wee legs in the air, then I would say to him, "Come on Goldie get them wee legs in the air." That was my best ever moment I had with him. I miss Goldie doing that so much. He would also come over to have a wee peek into my shopping bags either Iceland or tescos to see what I had for him and Abby. Even when I put the food into the freezer, Goldie would come into the kitchen and over to me and put his nose into the freezer to see what food I have got as well. I miss all the things that my Goldie does. I wonder if Abby would learn the things he had done. Every dog is so different. They all have their own wee personalities etc.

TO OUR GOLDIE DOG

YOU ARE SADLY MISSED BY MOMMY AND SISTER ABBY ABS. WE MISS YOU SOOOOOOOO MUCH. You are at the rainbow bridge happily playing with all the other animals there. We think about you every day and night. We love you soooooooo much Goldie.

Hugs and Kisses xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo xoxox(((((((((((((((((((((((((GOLDIE)))))))))))))) ))))))))))) we love you so much. You’re always in our minds forever in our hearts Goldie.

Your Loving Mommy and Abby Abs

Greetings from Rainbow Bridge

Hello it's me. I'm here safe and sound.
I wanted to let you know of all the love and friendship.
that I was greeted with when I arrived here..
The bridge glows with peace and love and unity..
No one is alone here, we are
here to support each other..
Just because you can't see or
touch me doesn't me I am not always near you.
I come to you in many ways.
I come to you dancing on the sunbeams.
of your heart. I ride the wind to
your heart and I sing to you of my pride.
in how you are helping others
who need your love. .
When you give love to others
you are also giving it to me..
I have a spot on Rainbow bridge
where I can see everything.
I watch over you. When you think
you hear me you do..
Thank you for the letter of love you
send me on the tail of a balloon..
They give me so much joy
and I keep them near..
The Love we share never stopped
it grows and goes on forever.
till we are together again. I wish you
joy and peace of heart .
and a life filled with laughter. It was
never good bye but till we meet again.
never to be parted again. You are my
yesterday, my today and my forever..
Let healing and peace come to your
heart so I will know you are well.
Till that day of reunion comes keep
on giving to others the warmth of your heart..
Your heart is so big there is room
for many to find friendship within..
Together we will stand as one
forever and a day plus one..
Love always from Rainbow Bridge.

©J.C. Stewart Aka
BarTendersBluesWolf