I lost my best friend today.....

I didn’t know it at the time but my best friend came into my life November 1990.
Neither of us knew at the time what we would mean to each other over the next 16+ years.
My friend and I quickly bonded and were each others constant companions.
We’d take walks together daily, explore new territory and became each others life mate.
She looked to me for guidance, love and knowledge, while I looked to her for the
love that only a true friend can share. In 91 we were both left behind
by her original owner and she was the only reason that I was able to continue on.
Her big brown eyes are my only reason for still being here. She literally saved my life.
We were there for each other through the very thin times, but made it out alive.
We shared each others daily lives when there was no one else around.
She helped me through troubled times and only asked my love in return.
She always knew when I was down and had a sense to do something
silly to make me laugh and lick the tears off my face.
I’ve never know anyone so loving, so good, so smart and so obedient.
I’ll miss her being there to greet me when I get home for work.
The smile on her face, her wagging tail, the jingling
of her tags when she came running to see me.
Her big, brown, loving eyes.
The unconditional love, companionship and friendship she gave me.
Her sitting with anticipation while I made her dinner.
Being a protector and jealous if I had a lady friend around,
wriggling in between us or laying across my lap.
The way she’d chase the cats, rabbits and squirrels from the yard.
Taking her for rides in the car.
The proudness in her look as she’d hang her head out the window.
Her little nose prints on my car windows.
Taking her to the park to chase the ducks.
The spark she added to my life and the will to carry on.
No one in my life has ever meant more to me than she has.
There will never be anyone in my life to love me more than she did.
I’ll never love anyone the same again, either.
Hopefully God will see that I’ve done good enough
to let her and I be together one more time and meet at Rainbow Bridge.
I’ll love and miss my little Pooh Bear forever.
You will always hold a spot in my heart that no one
else can enter or ever take away from me.
You’ve touched my life in more ways than you’ll ever understand.
I don’t know I’ll carry on without you.
May you rest in peace little baby dog.

SEND ME AN ANGEL

Music :Rudolf Schenker
Lyrics:Klaus Meine

The wise man said just walk this way
To the dawn of the light
The wind will blow into your face
As the years pass you by
Hear this voice from deep inside
It's the call of your heart
Close your eyes and your will find
The passage out of the dark

Here I am
Will you send me an angel
Here I am
In the land of the morning star

The wise man said just find your place
In the eye of the storm
Seek the roses along the way
Just beware of the thorns

Here I am
Will you send me an angel
Here I am
In the land of the morning star

The wise man said just raise your hand
And reach out for the spell
Find the door to the promised land
Just believe in yourself
Hear this voice from deep inside
It's the call of your heart
Close your eyes and your will find
The way out of the dark

Here I am
Will you send me an angel
Here I am
In the land of the morning star
Here I am
Will you send me an angel
Here I am
In the land of the morning star

Miss you baby girl...
Well my little Pooh Bear, it's been
a week since I had to let you go.
It's been the longest week of my life without you.
I hope you don't hate me for what I had to do.
I couldn't stand to see you suffer any longer
and hope you're in a pain free place now.
I'm lost here without you, you were always
my strength when I was down like this.
I still look for you every day, even
try to feed you or give you goodies.
It's so hard to make it through each day alone now.
I want and need you back more than ever.

Even all the good and fun
memories just turn to sadness.
All the silly little things you used
to do, I miss even more.
I pray that God is taking care of you and lets
you know how much I love and miss you.
I hope that He will let us be together again one day.
You'll always be in my heart and soul little baby girl.

I saw you in a dream last night...

Your vision came to me in
a dream last night little baby girl.
I saw floating in the air.
It looked like you were looking for me.
I’m right here, wishing you were here with me.
I tried to reach out and touch you.
But my hand went through your image.
I cried out, NO don’t let her be gone.
Then I saw another image beside the bed.
I reached down, and petted you.
You did one of your stretches and looked up at me.
I woke up in a sweat thinking you were still here.
After a moment I realized you were really still gone.
I cried for hours, sitting at
the table with all your things.
Don’t be afraid little Pooh Bear.
Daddy’s still here missing you with all his heart.
I now have you with me wherever I’m at.
You go for rides in the car every day with me.
You’re with me at work, at the poker table.
You will never be alone, nor will I.
I love you always and forever..........