I try so hard to light, my candle everyday
However, mamas tears, always puts it out.
Let me go with the others to run and play.
All I do is sit here, with on my face a pout.
I promise, I am ok, no worries do I have.
So, let me go run and play, here in Gods land.
I will see you soon one day; please do not be so sad.
We will all be together, this is Gods plan.
By Morning Rain © May 30, 2003
footnote: I joined Morning Rains poetry site and posted poems and traded email with her often.
sadly Judy, Morning Rain, passed over to be with ShiShi some time later. Cancer.
My thanks to Barbie for forwarding this to us.
Word to a song sent to us from the Famille Loup
If I need to die one day
I want you to be there
Because it is our love
That will assist me
Cross towards the unknown
At dawn I will then leave
Without any fear nor any regrets
And in my deliriousness
I will relive a whole life
of Memories
To cross over the mirror
I only want your glance
Upon my voyage of non return
To die next to my love
and to fall asleep eternally on your smile
The time that has chased us
Can never be separated
Even after this life
Our past joys
Will unite us forever
To walk into the shadow of the night
And to renounce to life itself
I want your arms to hold me
To die next to my love
And to fall asleep eternally on your smile
Maman Loup
Even when she was in so much pain,
She never would complain.
With eyes of blue and the color of ice,
She taught me the importance of always being nice.
Her heart was always full of love,
Now she showers that love to me from above.
There is now an empty place in my heart and soul,
But I long for the day when I too shall be made whole.
Free of pain and worry and doubt,
When at last I discover what life is truly about.
Thank you Shishi for going down Life’s lane with me,
And for helping me to know that one day, too, I shall be free.
Written for dad for all he has done for everyone.
David, the WizardWolf
For My Friend “The Lobo Wolf”
Oh my Soul
how I wished for rain
To hide the tear
caused by the pain
But in a desert
it is so dry
So all could see
it leave my eye
I tried to tell myself
“This is what’s right
But my heart fought back
with all it’s might
To lose again
another so dear
and that is why
I shed this tear
Tis wrong they say
For a man to cry,
Oh my, Nay
Tis right say I
This one, my life
she would defend
was more to me
than just a friend.
A companion through
this life I walk.
One with whom
I could always talk
So as I bid her
on her journey go
although it hurts me
this I know,
She was not really
mine to keep,
and so I bid her
gently “sleep”.
“My master made
His call to you
so go to him
is what you must do.”
“And though I
do not understand
I know you’re safer
in his hand.”
“In his garden
near the bridge,
watch for me
O’er yonder ridge.”
“So when my walk
of life is through,
I can come
And walk with you.”
Son Bob Rennert (InkyWolf)
I oft stand alone
by the creek in the Dell
and listen to the wind,
which sings so well.
In it's voice I hear laughter
and also hear tears.
And I wonder if it knows
the anger, the fears
Life can be hard,
be we four-legged or two
Hold the memories long
for they must do.
We part when we must,
all hear the call
For death comes
not to one but to all.
BJ Rennert 12/06/03
Please know that I know you are mourning with me. I feel your arms around me. Please forgive me for not being able to reach out to you, for I know you are hurting along with me. It's taking every ounce of strength I have to write this little bit.
I don't want any of you to worry about me. YOu each know the great pain i'm going thru and it's going to take time for me to be able to come back. But rest assured I will be back,
Sis saint I'm so sorry i had to cut you short on the phone. I really can't speak or do much of anything.
AS you all can imagine my heart is shredded my soul is lost as I wonder around this very empty house. Shishi was my life and it's going to take a very long time for me to re-adjust to living without her. BUT I WILL.
I love you all. Thank you so very much for being there for me and lobo.
SheWolf